my feelings?

hey fellows! nih ya gue lagi bingung sama perasaan gue,cakelaah. tapi bener loh, gue kadang kadang suka lagi sama si ex- dan pengen balikan tapi kadang enggak, tapi gue juga gamau suka lagi sama dia gue mau sukanya ama si C aja, tapi kok susah ya? padahal yang waktu gue broke up gue sama sekali gak nyesel bener deh suer, tapi kenapa sekarang gue jadi kayak gini? kata temen temen gue, gue itu kena karma, apa bener ya? ah elah gila ah gue pusing tapi bener bener bener bener deh gue gamau suka ama dia lagi, gue aja masih bingung antara si C atau ex- hem ahuahua pusiing. diri gue sendiri aja bilang gue jangan suka lagi ama ex- tapi gatau kenapa gak bisa dipaksa, jadi yaa tetep aja perasaan gue kayak gini, gue jadi sebel aja tapi gue harus move on harus gak boleh enggak,  gue harus suka sama orang lain harus ada penggantinya jangan dia jangan dar jangaaaaan, i don't want to be with him again but i can't promise my heart because i don't know why my feelings want him back, i hate it really so much. okeh lah dar selamat berpusing ria! bay bay